being confused

Normally, people will feel headache when they have to do so many activities in a short time. In many cases I also feel the same thing. However this year is so different. After finishing few early years on regional government institution with a lot of activities to do, such as writing press release, speech concept and news analysis, I eventually quit doing them, early 2010.
Having nothing to do at the office, I decided to only come in the morning and in the afternoon to fill the finger print attendant list. The rest of my day time I spent at home. However, after three days, Monday (17/5) until Wednesday (19/5), I feel bored.
Today, Thursday (20/5) I sit on my desk, read books, and try to write some.